The song fits the title and description perfectly. The mood is haunting but not evil, just kind of very neutral between happy and miserable. The breakbeats make it seem like everything is going fast and time is slipping away, and just constantly putting you on edge. So the actual composition is very, very on point and sounds good.
About what you said though, I'm sorry that stuff happened to you, but I really like how you're keeping your head up! Remember that tough times never last, and I think otherwise you got a very good approach to just be patient through it.
Anyways awesome song, keep it up!!